| i loved you first.
the one that held my hand in my heart. i loved you for loving me. now i will pay.
the one that i always wanted. i loved you before i knew better. i have payed.
the one that caught me when i fell. i loved you before we had another. i need to pay.
the one that whose soul is gone. i loved you in your innocence. now everyone will pay.
i love you.
you broke me.
be strong.
im sorry. |
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| when i met you
i met the person i thought i was going to have a future with
that boy that made my world
and made it everyday.
u stopped that.
u left me.
im all glued back togethor now.
i make no appologies for how i chose to desperately repair what you broke.
YOU dont get to call me a whore.
you DONT get to call me a whore. |
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| too much has happened in ten days.
I'm drowning if only in my head
this ocean is filled with my regrets
"my old man always swore
that hell would have no flame.
just a front row seat
to watch your true love pack her things
and drive away."
-anonymous.
teenage love songs,
there isn't such a thing.
cause fucking is just fucking,
when you're only sixteen.
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| I've been running around for the past year trying to find some clarity, and all of the sudden it's so clear, it's ridiculous. i want to be here.
and i'll admit it,
even though i don't want to,
there was a place for you
everytime i said there wasn't room.
i'll remember you when i'm old
and i start to get wrinkles
from all of the times
you made me laugh.
I believe in love, in arguing,
in jamming out by yourself in the car.
I believe in smiling til your cheeks hurt
and laughing until you cry. I believe in
having someone tell you you're beautiful,
dancing in the rain, and miracles.
I believe in second chances,
even if you completely screwed up the first time.
wish the day away |
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| i wonder what you sound like
when you're not wearing words.
i wonder what we have
when we're not pretending.
There's a fine line between lover and friend;
reality and pretend;
hello and goodbye
smile and cry;
what you wanted and what you got
being together and not.
i wanna be the girl who changed everything
that girl that made a difference
that girl who gave everyone a story to tell.
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